Poker- the game I hate to love...

Ok so I have monthly NL Texas Hold 'em games at my house. We usually have 8 guys, the buy- in is $50.

I couldn't hit shit last night for cards. I played out of position too many times, I chased, bluffed too often...I played like absolute dog shit. We played two games and I busted out early in both - goodbye $100. :frusty:

I woke up this morning feeling hungover even though I didn't have one beer. If I even see a poker chip I'll barf I'm so disgusted.:puke:

Now on the games I win I wake up the next morning happier than Hugh Hefner on Viagra.:nod:

One of the guys says that poker is like masturbation, sure it feels good but you often feel "dirty" afterwards.